Oh gosh. 1 month and 2 days left till we leave this country. I can't really express what i feel; i don't know if i am happy or sad. This mixed emotions of mine is starting to bug me. I cry at times but i guess i try to smile every now and then to show that i am strong and okay with the situation that i am in.
Wow, Not only am i going to leave my friends behind, but i'm also going to be leaving the greatest person i have ever met. I'll also be missing out on a lot of stuff at school if we leave. Even graduation with the greatest batch ever. The perfect plan of performing in the plaza for SBO is also shattered by the plan of my parents. But i guess that's life, and i have to deal with it. I've got no choice anyway. I guess they know what's best for me, and for them, leaving is what's best for all of us.
I'll just make the most of my time here. It's hard, but i'll be saying goodbye soon.
tepp
