Me overthinking at around 8am this morning.

My biggest fear is the future. Some will say, “no steph, it’s spiders!”. Others will say, “nope, i think it’s dogs!”.. But no, that’s not it.. I’ve mentioned to a couple of people already that the future is my biggest fear, but i never really had a proper answer to why that’s my biggest fear. Well i think it’s cause things change, circumstances change and people change in just a click. I’m not particularly scared of changes, but i’m scared of how much these changes can have a huge impact on me.. I like to plan things, i like to think at least three times on whether i should do something or not. But sadly, things don’t go the way you plan it sometimes. The future in general is scary ‘cause i’m scared of growing up, of what i’m going to become in the future and of dealing with the hardships i don’t really have to go through yet at this age. It’s scary ‘cause one minute you’re the happiest person alive and the next you’re facing ten problems all at once. Lastly, it’s scary ‘cause things aren’t guaranteed to last, to stay the way it is and to stay the way you want it to stay…

Isabeau's 18th Birthday

February 14, 2012

Happy birthday to one of my gorgeous babes! Love her to death. xx

Valentine’s Day - Feb 14, 2012

I’m honestly super happy today. No i did not have a special someone to celebrate and spend this day with. However, i spent it with all my close friends and family. I laughed out loud, i smiled non stop and even had tears of joy! My sister and guy best friend surprised me with roses today. They hid it in my locker, and honestly, i’ve never been successfully surprised till today. Usually i’d know if someone is planning to surprise me or not, but this time i didn’t have a clue. I was that surprised and happy that i immediately cried. I had dinner with my whole family afterwards. It was nice to end my day with them as well.

Yes, i’m the type to be happy with the most simple things. My friends totally made sure i was fine today and that also made me happy. I realized that at the end of the day, the ones who truly care about you are the ones that really matter. They’re the ones who will make you happy and help you end your day with a smile. They’re the ones worth keeping in your life.

Scratch all my previous personal posts.

'Cause I’m back to being single ;)

And no regrets. My boyfriend and i just broke up a while ago. But i’m okay ‘cause at some point i was happy with him. He made me smile and laugh non stop. I’m thankful for all the memories made.

Why guy best friends are the best.

Ang sweet lang. “Mabait ba yan sayo? Kung hindi, andito lang ako” <3 span="">